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| Well You guys Yesterday was Myne and Kelsey's 3 month anniversary and It wasent that bad I mean I got to spend most of the day With kelsey and We talked alot and I cant wait to see her again I'm hoping for tommorow and Shit like that! well Bishes I cant wait to talk to you bitches later ok mofos! Well Not much to talk about well Except I'm happy and kelsey's Happy and shit like that! Well I love you Guys and I love you Kelsey!
Stalking you always,
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| Well guys I'm depressed I know I already posted today but yeah... It seems to me that Noone ever wants me and Kelsey Together anymore.. I mean I know she wants to go to nationals but if she goes I'mma be fucking missing her like a bitch and she said the last time she left she was cheated on Twice.. Thats not me Definitly not!! not on my baby girl Kelsey but yeah ... I want to spend as much time as I can with her but Its never possible cuz Of my mom or hers or no ride or Sumone needs to do sumthing but yeahI hate the fact we cant spend time even though she'll be leaving to Fucking Fargo for like 1 or 2 weeks... Son of a bitch I dont know exactly whut to think anymore... I'm so fucking confused!! help me baby .. I dont know what to think anymore..\
I love you guys!!
Kelsey I love you more than you'll ever know ok babe Your all that I think of all that I dream of and all that Ever Goes through my heart.. I cant wait for us to seriously be together and Stay that way...
Only six more months.....
Never loved and forever hated!
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| Well Guys nOt to update about and yeah well Me and Kelsey are happier than ever But She might be leaving in about three days so yeah I'm happy were happy but Sad cuz she'll be gone for a little while with most likely no contact for a while so yeah If anyone wants to hang out at my house sumtime just fucking call or if anyone wants to talk call (817) 459 2288 well I will ttyl bishes
Stalking you always in the depths of my mind,
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| FUck all you stupid ass bitches and sumone kill me already!!! No one wants me around anymore! Everyone wants me to be sumthing I am not or to be sumwhere I dont wanna be! SO if you want the job Sumone Kill me! Preferably in the head with a shotgun! I want anything but My life the only Highlight in my life is My baby Grr Kelsey and It sux cuz I hurt her when I cant be with her cuz of my Stupid Fucking Parents! I want death sumone please if you love me you'll send me death NOW!!! I cant keep mY kali Their giving her to some of My landlords Relatives and I wont be keeping cowboy either!! Its hell on earth I cant do anything anymore in this world Right! at least thats the way I feel!
Baby I know you feel that all this is wrong but It hurts not to make you happy or Just to not be there for you when I cant be I wish EVerything would just stop and me and you could move out and live together happily but it seems that Will just never happen for a while! Your the only thing that keeps me sane but sumtimes I need you more than ever and your not there.. I know its not your fault your not there but your still not there ... I know you say it hurts you to hear me like this but its true.. I'm a total Fuck up and I cant live lke this anymore... Its fucking horrific! The only thing that keeps me going is you and I feel its the only thing thats gonna keep me going now!!!! I want Relief from my hell I want Freedom!! Its come to the point where I want my old Drugs back to feel some sort of Compensation for everything going on but thats not gonna happen! It never will!! I want To just feel like I have some sort of Hold on my life but I know I dont... Kelsey wants me to Graduate and go to college or some tech school but I;m nothing like her in The eduacation department! I'm a complete fuck Up I'm lazy and nothing else works anymore to get me going but her! and Its starting to hurt me so badly that She has an expectation from me when I know I will fail miserably! Its not her fault shes tried to make me feel Like I'm wanted and shes done a great job.. I've never felt like I've been wanted or loved till now with my Baby Girl! Its beautiful the Love and compassion we have towards eachother and sumtimes I wanna Write it in blood of How much I feel I would never want anyting to go badly for her Its come to the poinyt of my thinking that if I ever held her back I wouldnt want me around her just so she could achieve her goals in life or to gain personal Satisfaction in what she does or is doing.. It hurts to be saying all this but Sumone help.. I've been to therapists and Psychiatrists and they all dont work.. I've tried Drugs (legal and Illegal) I've tried self Mutilation and now I cant feel anything..
Kelsey's Family has made me feel so comfortable to be around... I love her family that I know cuz they all accept me for me.. Momma is always there with some sort of help and Wendy is really kewl( went to a Poison concert on friday and We rocked our asses off to that great 80's hair metal band) seth is a badass little dude hes annoying sumtimes but you just need to talk to him to understand him... I wan like him at one point of my life.. and now I wish I had that part of my life back... but it was robbed by people and The need to grow up! I have so much to say now but I just dont wanna burden anyone anymore... I love you Kelsey with everything I have left in my heart to give.... I would Give you everything you wanted if I could! I would do anything you needed me to if It was in my power! but it seems all I tend to do is bring you down with my moods and that isnt sumthing that I should be doing.... I hate my life... I love certain aspects to it but seriously.... kill me.. please.... | | |
| Well Bishes!! its official!! I'm needing sumone that can take care of a fully grown American Pit bull Cuz I cant keep my baby anymore!!! Well I know shes my baby and my life I've had hers since she was about 1 month but yeah Shes Friendly and if anyone that reads this and lives in arlington wants one please tell me and as long as you will take good care of her you can have her!!
Shes a full bred (no papers) american Pit bull terrier! shes about 90 pounds stands about 2 1/2 to 3 feet high and stands about 5ft 8in When shes on two back hinds! shes a beautiful Caramel Brown with a black face and a white diamond on her chest shes very friendly and very lovable she can sleep on your bed and not disturb you but she might Hog the blankets or she'll sleep in her kennel! Heres a pic of her for your assurance that shes a beautiful Dog..
So yeah well Yesterday was fucking awesome and so was the 4th the fourth gotta be with Kelsey all Dayy at Grapevine lake It was me and her her mom Brian Her friend Curtney and My baby Kali! but yeah we had fun but we left early cuz of the weather but yeah it was kewl lots of fun! and yesterday went to the mall with kelsey and Hung out with a few people and Then watched the Omen! it was soo fucking awesome but we were sitting infront of some loud ass black people but it was funny as fuck with them talking about the movie behind us.. well I g2g comment if you want my kali thanx peoples!!
Stalking you always?
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